How do you begin to say what you're feeling? A nudge from God who says "follow Me"...knowing family feels you're the only hope of being a care-giver that will make certain the one who has given her life to love and care for you now needs the same? A church who is in the beginning stages of understanding that they're tired of simply hearing the Gospel and are ready to BE the Gospel to those in need? To a now woman - who was a young girl from long ago who is still desperately searching for love she never received - after years of therapy still wishing...still hoping and putting her faith in what might have been. To a group of little girls who are hungry - really hungry to know they can make a difference. To seeing God work and being fearful that I might now know for certain when to say yes and when to say no. The problem here is that every single one of these could be "follow Me" situations. Discernment is tough. I'm praying.